I keep having dreams about the sky falling, only whatever the sky is isn’t the sky at all. 
Super personal. Super old. 

I keep having dreams about the sky falling, only whatever the sky is isn’t the sky at all. 

Super personal. Super old. 


I may or may not have actually updated in…4 months. 

Have some art?

I may or may not have actually updated in…4 months. 

Have some art?


So I just returned from the grocery store I worked at from talking to my manager. I told her that the environment wasn’t suited for me and my integrity and that I wouldn’t be coming in anymore. She ranted at me about some two weeks notices. And I tried to tell her that I didn’t have two weeks to go where I wasn’t looking for some means of making money since she’s been penalizing me by taking me off the schedule. I HAVE TO FIND A NEW WAY TO LIVE. She said “Fine, I’ll go ahead and terminate you. Something about two weeks notice and setting foot in the store again.”

All I know…is that when I go in on friday to pick up my measly 100 dollar paycheck, it better be there. 


An update to this post about my state of being right now. When I went to go pick up my 99 dollar paycheck (a low sum result of being penalized through a reduction of hours for going TOO slow at the register (after which I was written up for going too fast and forgetting to socialize with the customer)) I have been removed from the schedule at work for this coming week (and possibly the next week). 

I effectively don’t have a job for defending my right to be an unwealthy…college graduate who works at a grocery store. Essentially, a person. 


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Hi there, I just wanted to stop by and give you a big internet hug and tell you I hope things get better for you soon and I'm sending good thoughts and vibes your way <3 please take care of yourself, we're all rooting for you
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Man, so read this yesterday and it overwhelmed me. You are very kind and I’m so grateful for your words. Thank you so much ;__; 


Hello Friends and Followers,


I know I’ve pretty much fallen off the internet without many or any updates. To be honest, I might not even be updating now if it weren’t for how my day went which I feel is…an apt condensing of the way the first four months of this year has gone. I started writing this to vent for myself before I realized that I’m not the only person I’m venting for and it’s less that I WANT people to know how my day went and more that I NEED them too. Certain things just seem too important not to share. 


Let me begin by saying that back in February I took a cashier job at my local supermarket. Said supermarket is less local and more of a monopoly supermarket superpower  with hundreds of employees in just one store and even though I live in a poor community, I also live in a tourist town. I took a job I knew I didn’t want and would have difficulty working because I needed to pay rent (Which I was under the impression that I would be able to do). And I’ve been telling myself that it’s only temporary and that I can stick it out. Well, it is only temporary but whether it comes to my leaving first or my getting fired is up in the air. I knew that I would have a hard time keeping this job on my first day, not because of my capabilities, but because of the completely inappropriate and abusive treatment of an adolescent, mentally unsound shoplifter that I was too afraid to defend.


Over the last two months, I’ve kept my mouth shut for a number of injustices, things that very wrong customers get to be right about because they are shopping and god dammit if I’m not

aiming to please. But today for some reason I wasn’t having it.


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rynnic-art:

MER I painted hanging out at Starbucks, with some excellent tips and help from Lochi!  I think I’ll just forever paint in greyscale from now on because IT’S SO MUCH EASIER WOW.
4-ish hours in Photoshop.

(I&#8217;m still dead&#8230;catching up on commissions and art and generally trying not to&#8230;wish I were either not alive or forever asleep.) But this was a good day and this is a beautiful art and I got to witness it&#8217;s creation.#firstupdatein&#8230;something 

rynnic-art:

MER I painted hanging out at Starbucks, with some excellent tips and help from Lochi!  I think I’ll just forever paint in greyscale from now on because IT’S SO MUCH EASIER WOW.

4-ish hours in Photoshop.

(I’m still dead…catching up on commissions and art and generally trying not to…wish I were either not alive or forever asleep.) But this was a good day and this is a beautiful art and I got to witness it’s creation.

#firstupdatein…something 

(via neverenoughswirlies)


cucoo-art:

some spacing out while plucking…
hunting comes with some foul smells.. so making a crude kind of potpourri for a home seems to make sense.
gathering loads of vegetation to dry out or to save when out in the forest. mmhm

I miss this guy. I just want&#8230;to draw him forever. Why can&#8217;t I live the dream? 

cucoo-art:

some spacing out while plucking…

hunting comes with some foul smells.. so making a crude kind of potpourri for a home seems to make sense.

gathering loads of vegetation to dry out or to save when out in the forest. mmhm

I miss this guy. I just want…to draw him forever. Why can’t I live the dream? 

(via cucoo)


UPDATE

I want to make an update about the status of things…So I will. (And probably should) I realize it’s been ALMOST a month since I’ve updated any commissions (or at all). Please don’t think I’ve forgotten or am shrugging you off, I will complete ALL commissions this month. I apologize for the delay. I haven’t been in the best place. Between the threat of eviction and the turning off of utilities (As it is February now) I have had a lot of stress, anxiety and work to sort through. I realized very recently that I’ve sort of seized up and that depression is trying to find a foothold back into my life. 

In other words, I am in a very unstable living situation and am finding the fear of this situation a bit…debilitating. Still, I’m waiting on some payment for work I did back in December and now from a potential employer who I’m afraid I WON’T hear from again. But I have my commissions blaring me in the face (as well as art book work that is mostly finished but not quite there) at all times (for my own inspiration and reminding) and I WILL be getting to the rest of those (I think there about 4) this month. 

Sorry again for that AND for this dicombobulated vomit status, and thank you for everyone’s patience


lochichi:

Animated Commission for Buboplague!Her amazingly fun characters Kid and Crow. I enjoyed this immensely! Thank you so much! &lt;3Info on commissions can be found here

lochichi:

Animated Commission for Buboplague!

Her amazingly fun characters Kid and Crow. I enjoyed this immensely! Thank you so much! <3

Info on commissions can be found here