Lochi's Little Corner of T&A

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#poverty? I think that might be a little insensitive to some of us who couldn't even afford a community college education much less a 4 year degree.
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Oh wait. This is an “I’m Poorer You” contest? Sorry, no one told me. In this one does being more impoverished than someone mean your dick is bigger or smaller? And if that’s the case which one wins? 

#education is not relevant to my update post


Where’s the ladder I’m supposed to be climbing?

I keep getting asks about how I’m doing since I moved from Savannah. I feel bad for not answering said asks as I know it’s for the fact that a lot of people care and have expressed worry. Thank you. That means a lot to me.

The reason I haven’t really been on and updating with a status with how my life is coming together is because I haven’t wanted to say anything until I had good news. Life has been tough and I have been struggling. I have a job that doesn’t pay rent and an room in a house with a family I don’t know, doesn’t have a fridge, washer and dryer or internet. It costs 400 dollars a month. Which was everything I had…because I was about to become homeless. 

I kept waiting to update because I was sure some good enough news would come along eventually. But the fact of the matter is, I’m in the worst place I’ve ever been and for every little day that isn’t disastrous, there is another 4 that beat me into the ground. There’s optimism and there’s realism. It’s hard to talk to anyone I know about it because everyone I know has a safety net. It’s a nice thing to say “It will all workout somehow” or my favorite “I’m sure you’ll figure something out”  but the reality is that I’m in a very deep hole that’s filling up with sand. 

That’s my update. Sorry, I don’t have better news. 


I didn’t get a chance to throw this up because of traveling and in-access. I finished a thing a while ago for the Vertebrae Anthology that’s coming out soon. There are some slices (lol) of my piece. 
Sorry I’ve been so inactive otherwise. Lots of commissions.

I didn’t get a chance to throw this up because of traveling and in-access. I finished a thing a while ago for the Vertebrae Anthology that’s coming out soon. There are some slices (lol) of my piece. 

Sorry I’ve been so inactive otherwise. Lots of commissions.


Cucoo recently showed me a picture of her tiny childling self.I understood everything in that moment. IT’S HER BIRTHDAY TODAY! <3

Cucoo recently showed me a picture of her tiny childling self.

I understood everything in that moment. 

IT’S HER BIRTHDAY TODAY! <3


Missing someone isn’t about how long it’s been since you have last seen them or the amount of time it has been since you last talked. It’s about that very moment when you are doing something and you wish that they were right there with you.

Portland Zine Symposium

Who all is gonna be at that tomorrow? 


So on top of working my way through commissions and job hunting I am also APARTMENT hunting…or trying to somewhere in the Portland area to sublet for a while. So far there have been no responses and I’m afraid of wearing out my welcome where I am currently. My mom’s wife is not letting me come home since my mom is stationed in Korea and hard to get in touch with. You know…evil step mother stuff. It’s fun. So if anyone in the area is or knows anyone in the area who is looking to fill a room in a place with public transportation for 400 or less a month, please contact me. 


In Portland looking for jobs! Looking for jobs…iiiin Portland! If you are in Portland and you want to give me job…I am in Portland..looking for jobs!


I have been fighting off some supreme sadness and a lot of terrifying uncertainty lately. Life is hard and whatnot. Anyway, to remind myself that things could be tougher I took a break from commissions to draw a cute thing of myself and my super wonderful, supportive gal.

I have been fighting off some supreme sadness and a lot of terrifying uncertainty lately. Life is hard and whatnot. 

Anyway, to remind myself that things could be tougher I took a break from commissions to draw a cute thing of myself and my super wonderful, supportive gal.


Update!

So I moved out on the 6th and I have been traveling with my girlfriend for about a week. Road trip and stuff! It would have been cheaper to fly out of Austin and given me more time to afford a ticket. That and I love road trips. So I did manage to get my stuff out and moved across country. Thank you SO much for everyone who re blogged and helped out. I am still taking commissions for what I hope is a brief spell of homelessness as I may be running out of food money soon. But I don’t think I’ll be reblogging the post anymore. For the MOST part I made my goal and I’m very, very grateful! 

So now I’m in Austin for a week or so. And from here I’ll be in Portland and hopefully soon with a job. I’ll try to update with art or at least commission art soon.